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Showing posts with label choices. Show all posts

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Mass Quantities

Gluttony is the source of all our infirmities, and the fountain of all our diseases. As a lamp is choked by a superabundance of oil, a fire extinguished by excess of fuel, so is the natural health of the body destroyed by intemperate diet. - Robert Burton

My Saturday started like many others - sleep in a little bit, take the dogs out, have a cup of tea.  I checked in with one of my besties to see what she was up to for lunch.  She mentioned that she and her daughter were discussing where to go for lunch.  Her daughter wanted to go to Golden Corral and, although my friend wasn't a huge fan of the place, asked if my BFF and I would like to meet them there.  I've never been much for buffets (I always picture little kids wiping the snot from their nose and then handling the food with their sticky hands) but since BFF and I hadn't been to a Golden Corral before, we agreed to give it a try.  And I am glad that we did but not for the reasons you may think.

It was literally a corral.  Upon entering the restaurant, the first thing we noticed was that everyone was being "herded" through the line to get our drinks and pay and then to another "holding" area where we were asked to wait for a table to be made available for us.  As we made our way through the restaurant, I couldn't help but notice the people that were there.  Most were obese (many, morbidly so) and had children who were on their way to being obese.  By the time we arrived at our table, I was already wondering why I was there.  I was surrounded by statistics and, on paper, I was one of them.  We set our drinks on our table and off we went to the buffet.  There were different sections of the buffet for different types of food: Mexican, Chinese, Italian, standard American fare (meatloaf, burgers, etc.), seafood, salads and desserts (including a chocolate fountain.  I did indulge in the chocolate fountain but to my credit, I only had two very small items from there and didn't finish the second item).  As we made our way through the buffet, my bestie pointed out how no one was at the salad bar.  I turned to look and sure enough, no line at all at the salad bar but looking around at the patrons, it didn't surprise me.

I saw large men and women carrying multiple plates at a time piled high with various fried foods.  I did also see some thinner people eating the same foods and for a moment I thought that they must not eat there often because they weren't overweight.  Then I reminded myself that just because they were thin didn't mean they were healthy.  They could be just as nutritionally deficient as an overweight person.  Remember - eating a lot of food doesn't mean you are nourishing your body properly.  Most mass quantity/processed foods do not contain the necessary vitamins and minerals to maintain a healthy body.  I was tempted to take pictures of the buffet lines for my blog but didn't feel it was appropriate to do so.  Goodness knows I wouldn't want my picture taken if I were eating a week's worth of calories at one meal.  You will just have to trust me when I say that it was all so much.  

On our way home, BFF said something that I thought summed it all up.  She said "there is so much food there that it makes you want to keep eating until you pop."  And I realized, she's right.  That's the point of restaurants like that - it's a lot of food and it's extremely cheap.  The mass quantity food is loaded with sugar, salt and chemicals and it is addictive.  For $8, an adult can go in and eat as much as they want from the buffet.  But, in the end, what does it REALLY cost?  Diabetes medication.  High blood pressure medication.  Achy joints.  Body fat percentages well above what is considered to be safe and healthy.

It was a very eye-opening experience.  Although the buffet experience is an extremely rare one for me, I do eat out and admittedly, I don't always make the best decisions when selecting from a menu.  I did get a very large salad and ate it before I ate my chicken tender, one mini slider burger (didn't eat it all) and single slice of cheese pizza.  I ate a sliver of a rice krispie treat covered in chocolate, half a macaroon covered in chocolate and some sugar free strawberry jello.  That was it.  I made one trip through the buffet line and I am proud of myself for that.  Yes, my food selections could have been better and I know that.  My lesson learned was that I do NOT want to be someone who allows food to take over my life.  I don't want to be the fat girl in the restaurant with three heaping plates sitting in front of me.  The thing that tasted the best to me was my salad.  It tasted fresh and crisp and delicious.  I didn't have to wipe grease off of my mouth with every bite.

So, my vow to myself to cook more at home is certainly a good one for my health!  The fact that I will be able to control what goes into the food I make gives me a tremendous sense of relief.  No servings of mass proportion needed.  Needless to say, I was very happy to eat my carrots and celery as an evening snack. 

Happy Trails!
Valeka

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Letting Go

“Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go.” — Herman Hesse

Well, this week was supposed to be the beginning of my training for my upcoming half-marathon.  I went to my Zumba class on Monday, took Big Baby for a long trail walk on Tuesday and then *BOOM*, it happened.  I woke up on Wednesday morning with a painfully sore throat - so sore that I couldn't swallow.  And then the sneezing and congestion joined the party.  Needless to say, no running this week.  I'm a wee bit paranoid about running when I have those symptoms because the last time I did (almost a year ago), I ended up with bronchitis which progressed into walking pneumonia.  I certainly don't want to go through that again.  

The cooties have led me to have another thought-filled week (and not all about running).  I started to wonder why I even bother giving thought and effort to certain things in my life.  Running is a prime example.  It feels like the universe is testing me to see how badly I want to run - and I keep failing the test.  I don't get it.  Perhaps I'm not meant to run or not meant to train for races.  It could be that I just need to hang up my smelly running shoes and take up water ballet instead (kidding).  I've heard all of the words of encouragement - "it's not your time right now" or "things happen for a reason", etc. but I'm not entirely buying into them.  Maybe I am trying to force something that isn't meant to be and I just need to let it go.  Ordinarily, I am a patient person - painfully patient sometimes- but it is wearing thin.  I know that waiting can be worthwhile and I have learned that in the past but, geeze, how many running/training setbacks do I need to endure?  All I want to do is run.  Sounds simple enough, don't ya agree?  I'm not asking to qualify for the Boston Marathon, to take first place in my age group or to finish in the top 50 participants.  I just want to be trained well enough to run a decent race that feels comfortable to my body and spirit.  And right now, both feel broken.

For now, I am just going to take this day by day.  I will try to get over this boogery-coughing crap and then go from there.  Maybe I do need to learn when to say when.  I plan on evaluating whether or not my racing days are over but I will make that decision when my head isn't in a fog....and my nose isn't raw.


Happy Trails,
Valeka

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Setbacks

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. - Winston Churchill

Never, never, never give up.  - Winston Churchill

Maintaining my healthy lifestyle has been going very well the last few months.  I have been running/wogging regularly and eating well.  That is until......*cough*cough*cough*.  I'm not sure where it came from really, but the day after my weekly visit to Town Lake, I began coughing.  It started out as just a slight tickle in my throat and by the end of the week, I was losing sleep and had sore abs from hacking so much.  Needless to say, I decided to take a break from my workouts for the rest of the week in hopes that the irritating cough would go away.  It didn't.  Aside from a missed day of work (I hate missing work because of cooties), I had to visit the doctor so I could try to nip this illness in the bud.  

I became very annoyed that this cough and congestion was keeping me from doing one of the things that I love most - running.   This happened to me in November of last year when I got bronchitis that turned into walking pneumonia.  Then at the end of December, after FINALLY getting over my illness, I slipped on some water on my parent's tiled kitchen floor and sprained my ankle.  That took a couple of months to heal well enough to allow me to run on it (I still have to use kinesio tape for it if I plan on doing more than a few miles to give it a little extra stability).  My brain started to question whether or not I was fighting a losing battle.  As my dad sometimes says "I feel like I am swimming against the current".    Having to endure one set back after another gets really old and really discouraging after a while.  It was making me wonder why I was even bothering if I keep running into all of these setbacks.  I was on the verge of throwing my hands up in the air and yelling " I GIVE UP".    
 
Then I thought that maybe this was the universe's way of testing me to see just how badly I want to run.  I decided to turn this situation around and make it into a challenge for myself.  Maybe, just maybe, setbacks are a gift in disguise.  If we didn't have to put in extra effort to reach our goals, would we actually appreciate them as much?   We all encounter roadblocks as we make our way through life.  Where we go and how we get past those blocks is up to us.  We can choose to lay down or we can get up, dust off and continue to move forward on our path.  I choose to move forward.  True, I may not be able to run right now because I can't breathe deeply without  busting out into a coughing fit but I sure as hell can eat healthy, get plenty of rest and do a less rigorous type of exercise in the meantime.  Doing those things will keep me on track towards reaching the fitness goals I have set for myself.  The way I look at it, there are bound to be plenty of obstacles (both mental and physical) during a 50 mile race and there is no way I am going to lay down on the course.  I'm not about to let a cough set me back.  So this week, I'm going to keep my goal in mind every time I get frustrated with this stupid cough.  I will think about what I CAN do rather than what I can't do.  Soon, this cough will be a thing of the past but my decision to not give up will be with me every time I hit the trail.  

Happy Trails,
Valeka